To grieve someone still alive

Maybe that person left,
not from this world,
perhaps the country or the city,
or moved to a different pin code.

How do you even go about it?
After all, you grieve the dead
But to grieve someone living?
Someone just a call or text away?

Misunderstandings, breakups,
arguments, or sheer exhaustion,
there are many ways of losing a person,
but what’s once lost can’t always be replaced.

How do you reclaim those moments?
Watching the sun set just for the two of you,
catching a movie out of boredom,
visiting that same cafe again and again.

But what if you were that person?
Once full of life and laughter,
now just a shell of who you were.
How do you grieve for yourself?

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